whoa, whoa.
Should I be worried when she talks to me tomorrow?
I was talking to jujuchan about it, and she said she's gonna try and defend me because Heaven knows I don't stand a chance, because emotionally I can't handle this on my own anymore.
I feel like everything I have said to that girl has been a waste and it's making me feel so stupid about myself - And now, I suppose I can only hope she's happy with herself? I try talking to her, and it's like she must have the ability to block out anything she doesn't want to hear and manages to slur the words around.
I can't take it emotionally anymore - I just can't.
I've been put through - well, I don't want to use foul language - all this week, and now it's gonna be added onto? I'm not liking what's happening to her and I must say, it's unnatural.
I sometimes think she WANTS to add to me emotions. Like she knows when I feel bad, and she just wants to make it worse.
And I seriously feel like everything I've said is wasted because of God-Knows-What.
I don't understand that child anymore.
And yes, this has been an extremely long comment from Axel D:

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i just fell from the mothership.

ttly girlfriend